Faith

I woke up without using the alarm clock today! It feel so good to sleep all I want until I've had enough but life doesn't allow me to do that everyday.

The moment I woke up I could smell the strong aroma of a baking cake I thought someone put a cake on my face =.='

Well....its not. It was actually my lady landlord who was baking cupcakes! She gave me some of the freshly baked cupcakes. How sweet of her :D

Freshly baked cupcakes for breakfast is totally awesome ok!

You know..

A lot of times I wish that a day will have 36 hours instead of 24. I wish time passes slower..

But for this point of time..I wish time passes faster. This month..is gonna be a horrible month for me :(

I just pray very very hard that things will be fine...and things will go back the same way how it used to be. I don't want to be in this situation now.

Losing something important is not a good feeling at all. I can't bear something so important to me to just walk off and leave. What am I gonna do?

I've put my very best.

I flew this bird away out of respect.

I just wish..this bird will come back to my arms someday when it is tired of flying.

That's what I'm asking for only.

I don't want anything more.

I want to hear those words again.

Only from you.

Please don't break this little heart of mine.

Just so you know..I took this picture when I was sad. I faked that smile.

Hennessy Artistry in Ipoh!

So I was mentioning in my previous post about me attending Hennessy Artistry in Ipoh, guess its time to blog about it before it gets too outdated :)

The setting for the event was good as expected :) I had fun with my girls and I'm sure it will be one of our best memories together in Ipoh.

We had Hennessy all night long and I actually barely had more than 3 glasses because we were busy *ahem*taking pictures @.@

And and geez..the crowd was crazily fashionably late! We were already very late and our phones kept buzzing with people asking us why are we not there yet and surprisingly when we were there the place wasn't even crowded. It only started to get crowded after 12.30 am! Nocturnal much? :D

Point Blanc was performing singing his songs from his album. Not quite a fan but at least he managed to hype up the crowd :)
It was pretty much a picture taking night for us rather than a typical Friday clubbing night out. We were all so excited and seriously I think almost every single person attended took pictures because I observed that most people are busy with their cameras most of the time.

The registration booth outside barroom.

Not a pretty picture for me but the other two look in this picture! :)

Posing awkwardly at the registration counter =/

Look at Mr.Happy, Miss Albino and Me.

Miss Million Dollar Smile, as quoted from Amy Ho :D

The next one will be held in 69 Mansion, Penang.

Penangites, gear up yourselves and check out the next Hennessy Artistry!

Too bad bebeh is not around if not I will totally go with her!

It's coming...It's coming!

Guess what's coming??

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Hennessy Artistry- The Global Art Of Mixing is coming to Ipoh!

I am not sure if you have all heard about it but I'm gonna say it again. Hennessy Artistry is really coming to Ipoh!

For the very first time ever,

Hennessy Artistry is happening today TONIGHT, 3rd of June in Barroom, Ipoh! :D

With the great music and long Hennessy drinks all night long, I'm sure it will be one of the most exclusive happening events in Ipoh.

It's gonna be BIG, FUN and EXCITING! *excited mood turned on to the maximum*

Let us all brace ourselves and get ourselves ready for it!

Can't wait to see everyone there tonight! :D

I'm gonna enjoy sipping this baby tonight :D

Are you?

Internship!

Now that I've finally settled down in Penang for my internship I guess its time for me to update my poor lil dead blog a bit.

I'm now working in komunikat.in and seriously this is the most relaxing work place ever. Before joining this organization I totally couldn't imagine how would it be like. I'm so glad its all fine and I'm so happy to be here! With funny, friendly and happy people around me it totally makes me a happier person day by day :D

I'm actually staying really near to my office, well as near as walking distance. It makes me lazy to drive to work because there's no place to park my car! There are cars everywhere down my office so if I were to drive I would have to walk a bit too. Well might as well I walk from home right? But the thing is..I get stuff like 'Hi sexayyyy goood morning!' that kinda thing and its not really comfortable =/

Work is fun I can say because I'm learning new things everyday. I hope there's more to come :)

Currently am working on the RSVP of the invitees to the event next week in KL which means I'll be at KL next week! Excited :D I'll be helping out in coordinating and at the same time becoming the usherette for the event. Hehehe.

Wait...i think i started this post at 10.30am and now its 6.30pm already! wtf.

Ciao. Blog soon!

Come back to me will you? I cannot imagine myself losing you.

Please.

Sick

I posted a new post yesterday and its gone. I'm very sure I published it but its really gone now. What happened?

Sigh. I had one of the worst days ever. I was fuck emotional the whole day.

So emotional that I felt like breaking down every single minute =/

But I couldn't when I was out and was working. Now that I'm alone...I just can't help it T.T

I have too many passive people around me which is really sad. I love to be around enthusiastic people and bubbly people who loves to talk as much as I do and like to share things. But when people around you are passive in a sense that they are close to you, but refuse to take part in things that you want to do with them together and are always closing ears to open conversations or folding arms to avoid becoming the one to initiate. Its really irritating and when that happens their sincerity becomes really ironic when they say "Lets do this or that" or "I wanna do this or that" but those are merely just words without meanings and are virtual wills. I don't like that!

I'm sick of being the backbone and I'm sick of initiating every time. I'm tired of being aggressive all the time.

Things have changed but I am living in denial. Why?

Now it seems that I am asking too much..I talk too much..I am more defensive..I am naggy whiny and a joy killer. Why it has become like this? and why when I am like this the listener often shut ears and walk off.

I'm no more the priority.

I'm no more the reason of everything that happens.

I'm no more the shoulder to lie on.

I'm no more the comfort zone...isn't it?

I can't believe I still want this after all that I've been through. FML!

On a brighter note, I celebrated Mother's Day with mom day after I got back from KL coz I was in KL during that weekend =/ *guilty* so lunch date with mama dearest it was!

bad lighting =/ but it wasn't burnt anyway haha. Lamb ribs-half slab.

ceasar salad.

Supermom and I!

Lets just wish for a better day tomorrow.

Weekend with the girlfriend

Helloooo! *wavesss* [while munching on crackers with cheese and caviar for breakfast YUM!]

I'm finally on holidays! Not exactly..opps I was on holiday since last Tuesday. Sorry for the lack of updates again =/

Anyway I've been slacking a lot lately so I've decided to do something productive today! Hence, blogging it is!

I have a lot to share here hehehehehh

p/s: pictures bombing involved! :D

So I was back in Ipoh last Wednesday with my girl April because she decided to pay Ipoh a short visit..erm..as short as 12 hours? LOL. She gotta drive back all the way south alone thats why she had to make it day time thats why =/ [Apple you gotta come again real soon alright! I'm gonna feed you till you get bloated!]

As soon as a day after she left I went south to spend the weekend with her LOL so klang it was where I spent my weekend. I had so much fun for the weekend!

Been nom-ing bak kut teh everyday three days straight! Satisfied much! and the weekend was totally awesome where we did all the things that we like together :D

So as soon as I reached Klang, the gf brought me to have bak kut teh :D

then to Hani's place for a get-together dinner cum YK's birthday celebration!

Look at those colourful cupcakes Hani bought for us. So freggin cute right? <3

hehehehh

Close up. Look at them its so tiny and so colourful. You can imagine the size by comparing them with my fingers :D Cuteness.

After party after that of course! at the very nostalgic place of ours, Gsix @ The Gardens Midvalley :D

with Lester and Vivian. Gosh after so long!

excuse my drunk face alright =/

The next day we went to i-city! Like after so long hearing bout this place I finally got a chance to visit :D Its so prettyyyy and the lights were uhhhmazinggg :D

so prettyy rightt? holymama!

Apple :D

Holycowsss!

and thats a real pony!

Well there are more pictures in facebook if you wana see more :D

Blog soon!

xoxo,

Ciara