Where are you?

It felt like forever since I wrote something here.

Life's been a bitch. I don't know what to share here anymore. I felt lifeless and miserable.

I don't know if its karma that hit me or its just a phase that everyone will go through but I know this is seriously one of the hardest phase I have been through.
Its been the toughest months and the days felt so long especially when I'm eager for the things that I want to happen. Obviously it didn't.

I was told that I'm living in an imaginary life.... and in denial. As much as it hurts, at the moment I feel comfortable being this way. I avoid talking about it, avoid mentioning about it, avoid answering questions about it and avoid myself from accepting the fact.

I just don't want to accept certain things yet. The truth is always ugly. I am not strong enough to face it yet. I am still looking for the courage. And I'm definitely learning. Learning how to love myself more and learn how to handle things correctly.
A gentle reminder that I always hear, I would like to share: Putting someone before yourself all the time is wrong.

Well of course, when there are downs, there are sure to be ups to compliment each other.

I just got back from Gold Coast. It was really a good trip, an escape for me to be precise to keep myself away from all the shit that I never welcomed.

A sneak peek from my trip :) More to come soon on facebook!

I've gained so much fats during this holiday. Mom is always cooking good stuff for dinner. But I don't blame her for that. I blame the weather for always raining in the evening! I couldn't do my jogging routine like how I used to back in uni.

Note to self: Work out at least three times a week! By hook or crook baby!

Semester is commencing next Monday. Hopefully it'll be a good one for us. Boy, time flies! I'm in senior year soon! It didn't feel like I've been there for two years at all. My first year memories are still so vivid! God I miss the lifestyle in uni. So much freedom and yet it takes so much of discipline to achieve the things that I want. Its really a good disciplinary practice. I can't wait to go back uni. I feel grown up there. And life is so colourful there. LOL. I totally didn't mean that I can't wait to grow up and get old. I just like the freedom I get and make decisions on my own in a lot of things that I do.

I know it's gonna be a challenging semester for me. I have new commitments and a lot of near future goals that I want to achieve. I pray hard everything will go smooth sailing and I'll be strong enough to go through whatever that may be an obstacle for me.

I'm gonna party hard and work even harder! :)

Weekend in KL

I always wonder how life would be and how will my days go by if I'm not here studying in Penang. Its a very distinctive turning point for me where I meet new people and doing different things and learning different things here. I'm glad that I'm here actually. Somehow its really a very good thing and I will sometimes feel its somehow whats best especially when I compare it with other things that could have came to me. Blah.

I attended an interview today and some questions really make me question myself a lot after the session. I really need to make my visions clearer!

So, I was in Selangor/ KL during the weekend. It was a good one and its been so long since I last had such quality time :D

@ ZOUK, KL

Opps flash overload..

And we went all the way to Klang to try Bak Kut Teh which they are famous for. Seriously Bak Kut Teh shops are scattered everywhere in Klang! Its really amazing.

And its different from the ones that I used to have all the while. Its not served in a claypot, the gravy is so damn precious that when you order for extra gravy they only give two freggin tablespoons =.=' and only certain parts of the swine comes with mushroom. For example if you are taking only lean meat then there will be no mushroom but when you order knuckles then mushroom comes together. Weird.

I shall not comment about the worthwhileness of driving almost an hour for this particular meal. =.=

On a random note, did you know drinking too much water is not really doing good for your health? It will actually flush away the sodium content in your body and hence will cause confusion and fatigue.

I saw this when I was in the plane and I guess its good to be thirsty once in a while? :)

Relaxing yet exciting Melbourne trip!

Hello there! Sorry for the hiatus again!! I was too lazy to blog about my Melbourne trip last week and was away to Genting Highlands to watch 黄子华 again during the weekend :D

Yesterday I've been travelling in a moving vehicle for more than 6 hours from Genting to Ipoh then Ipoh to Penang non stop. It nearly killed me due to the dizziness and the nauseating ride =.=' End up I couldn't sleep at night and I was on the bed till past 3am. It was such an endurance seriously. By the way tt was sooooo freggin cold in Genting Highlands. Its been so long since I experienced such cold in Genting Highlands.

I should blog about my trip to Melbourne before it gets too overdue again. My trip to Melbourne was awesome and it is so far one of the best trips I've had. Its relaxing and yet exciting :)

There are too much write about if I were to write about every single thing that happened. So I'll just bomb you with pictures and let them do the talking! :D

This was taken in Crown casino and this lil kombi van is so freggin cute!

Us having Max Brenner hot chocolate :D

Beer session in noon haha

The yummiest gelato ever! Every single flavour is so tempting! I didn't get a chance to try green tea flavour :( and and and durian was the BOMB!

:D

MART, breakfast place in Albert Park

Poached eggs on toast with smoked salmon!

Corn Fritter

Me!

Santa and I in Docklands

At Footscray market

Vietnamese Bread. Its really good and I might say its better than the one I tasted when I was in Vietnam haha.

At William's town

At the pier in William's town

I was brought to try Indonesian food. Its really really good actually. This is my rendang beef

Beef penyet

and Ikan penyet

In Botanical garden

Federation Square :D

This was taken in Victoria Harbour on Christmas day where the city looks like a dead city. It was so quiet out there. I guess everyone does their celebration at home :)

Macaroons from Brunetti

We stopped by Shelly beach when we were on out way to Venus Bay to collect lala.

Venus Bay!

and look at the amount of lala that we collected! I totally think this amount can serve 30pax or it can last us for a week!

South Melbourne Market

Carrum beach! <3

we had so much fun at the beach. I was so tired after playing ball with that two monkeys haha.

Laurent- recommended for pastries and desserts. The desserts were fine didn't impress me much tho.

The Pancake Parlour!!

where they serve the most orgasmic short stack ever! I can never get bored of this. I had so many of this throughout my trip.

Thats briefly about my trip. There are many more pictures in my Facebook that I did not post here. Go check them out! :) It takes a lot of time posting pictures here thats why I cut off a lot of pictures =/

I shall take my lunch now and get my laundry done!

Blog soon!

xoxo,

Ciara