Nutty Nutella!

Current addiction!

Who on earth would not like Nutella?!

Misfortunates are still happening, no?

Yes they are. I am so depressed over misfortunates came attacking me one by one and its still not ending yet! T_____________T

I am utmost irritated and disturbed now alright.

Glad that something made my day today hehe :)

Off to bed.

Good night people!

xoxo,

Ciara

Bleak

Almost an hour of opening the tap, I then blast Paramore to my ears with my headphones.

Listening to Grenade made the tap opened again. How sick.

I had a Chipsmore cookie last night and it had 16 chips on it. Awesomeness.

Today was unproductive as well. Screw that.

Okay wtf. I was too random its like talking with every sentence not related to prior one.

Here's a note of appreciation I would like to dedicate to someone I dear:

I'm so glad to know you, you know? It totally made me feel better each and every time after turning to you. Since when we've become close I really don't know? and it is not important. What matters most is you're someone I can count on when I need someone. I never thought and it never ever crossed my mind that you'll be the person I'm turning to at this phase of my life. Yours words and the comfort you gave..its like giving me a pillow to cry on. I really hope this will last because I hardly find someone I can put so much trust on and someone I can talk to comfortably. Just so you know, you can count on me too! I'm amazed by how alike our thoughts can be at time.

Thank you so much for being there and to hear me out.

Lots of love,

Ciara

Of Reptiles and what not.

Heyo!

How did your weekend go lovelies?

Guess my weekend was quite an interesting one :D I'm so glad I didn't run home actually. Hanging out with that crazy bunch was such a fun. Haha.

We were camping at Borders yesterday for hours from noon till dinner time and then back to Borders and end up left with embarrassment because we were too loud and everyone got distracted by us. Damn.

So at night we were at YK's place and she has an awesome collection of reptiles! From roaches to snakes and even geckhos!

This pretty little thing crawled on my arm :)

See see!

And this pretty snake, gentle but scary when she comes near my face.

I was so amused by her collection! I've never seen so many of these in someone's house before.

So we were having booze after that and we're all not much of a drinker except miss Grobe. As usual I was laughing so crazily and I couldn't handle my laughters =/

Look at her so sober and happy with the rice pot on the head.

She's the most sober one by the end of the game. Project Wasted winner. Wtf.

I shall out now.

YK's beanie :D

xoxo,

Ciara

Post Mortem

A great news I would really like to share! I'm still having shopaphobic. How awesome is that =.='

I'm still afraid to step into any shops which sells clothes....especially FOREVER 21!

Okay let me make it clear.

The picture of my loot in my previous post are only stuff that I got ONLY from Forever 21 and I've been visiting there every single day for 4 days straight like its a routine!

I still have a stack of new clothes which I bought from Melbourne during my trip. How can I resist it where the sales were crazyyyyy especially during Boxing Day! We even woke up early on purpose just to shop. If I'm not mistaken we woke up at freggin 7am to go shopping because malls were opened at 5am. Even when I thought we were early we were actually NOT! We reached around 8am and the parking lot is already FULL! Can you imagine that? We went to Chadstone in Caulfield, Vic which is the largest shopping complex in Victoria and the parking lot is already full by 8am @.@

So yeah thats the situation during Boxing Day in Aussie. Pretty amazing.

I don't even dare counting my total expenses on my clothes. I could make a rough guess thats why I'm so scared @.@ Holy mama.

A Confession

I have a confession to make.

I'm having shopaphobia at the moment. I don't know how long will it last but I hope and I'll pray this will last for at least a month [I doubt that =.=, probably the shopaphobia thing will fade away by next week. OH NO!] I've never felt this way before. Wtf.

I spent so much on shopping and I couldn't stop myself from buying *smacks forehead*

When I told my mom about me shopping before classes and after classes I got the nag of my life [HAHA exaggeration, she nagged me a bit but its the longest nag I've had since last year]

Errr...Here is my loot @.@ *shy*

Wtf.

According to April..I'm making a confession of a shopaholic. Wtf.

21st Birthday Part 1

I'm still overjoyed over Monday where my wonderful girlfriends came down to Ipoh to celebrate my be-earlied birthday with me. Its too early I know but Jane had to leave to Penang tomorrow already thats why. I'm totally in a birthday mood already now!

It was nothing much but the outing was really really sweet. Its been so long I had such outing in Ipoh already since my high school girlfriends left Ipoh. I felt like a high school girl again.

We had lunch at my favourite place for custard, watched 'Due Date' [highly recommended because it is so farking hilarious! I laughed so hard in the cinema =.=' and its not only me okay] We then had dinner in Secret Garden [its now one of the popular hang out places in Ipoh to chill and have tea. The environment is good but the food is tad bit bland for me, I would prefer Brewster's if its for food]

Some shots of me with the surprise birthday cake :D

I teared when they sang me birthday songs. Yeah songS you didn't get me wrong they sang it in three different languages haha but it was too touching I couldn't help myself from tearing. They all came so far to Ipoh just to do this for me. How wonderful isn't it?

On a random note, there is a box in my house where my mom simply used it to put some junks and there are new born baby kittens in it! Its been a few days already and they are now furry but still so tiny >.<

Look at them! eeeek >.<

Was out again with my dearest girls today. It was such a tragic day @.@ haha.

A and J, you left a permanent mark on me. I will keep this gift forever! I love you girls! Muaxxx!

xoxo,

Ciara

The Ipoh girl is back

I'm back in Ipoh people!

Sorry for the hiatus :) its not that I just reached but I couldn't blog as soon as I got back due to no access to the internet.

Ipoh welcomed me warmly and its feels so good to be home.

The feeling of slacking and watching movie all day with nothing to worry about is totally awesome.

I'm feeling the itch of baking already! It comes to me every holidays.

I shall find the time to bake as soon as I can :)

I have one hella long shopping list but I couldn't get them all yet its out of my afford-ability =/

I'm not that loaded so I need to sort out my priorities.

I shall behave and shop no more.

I regretted shopping on the last day of my exam. Shit!

Cameron Highlands on Tuesday YAY!

Birthday next next Tuesday!

and Melbourne next next Wednesday! YAY again! <3>

OHYES! I totally have to blog about this. I met my long lost relative last week in the midst of my finals. I've heard about him from Aunt Annie quite some time ago and I never thought I could actually meet him. He initiated our communication which was first from Facebook [reminds me of the movie "The Social Network" and automatically the phrase 'I'm the CEO,bitch!' came to my mind haha] and then to phone calls and even SMS-es and we finally met up. He's 60, but he's my second cousin!

Well I come from a really big family same goes to both maternal and paternal side but the latter is wayyyyy bigger. My grandfather and his grandfather are brothers but the age gap was big. Its about 20 years gap [I guess?] which totally explains our age gap. Our grandfathers have 15 siblings in total! Its a lot I know.

I'm so glad that we met and I got to know so many stories about my family! Its really a story worth telling and the best part is I'm part of the story haha. The feeling of seeing my name included in the printed humongous family tree is just fuhhhhh I don't know how to put it in words!

Ngeeeeeehehehhehehehehhe~

On a random note, J.Co yogurt is my current favourite and obsession!

Wonderful memories of you and me :)

I shall go to lala land now it's gonna be a long day tomorrow!

xoxo,

Ciara

Okay this is too funny I can't help sharing this to everyone.

Hahahahhaha

I was in a horrible mood and I was ranting and cursing non stop to her and this is when the conversation started to go wrong =____='

Day 1

Overslept.

1 paper.

Sunny side up.

Ariel.

Papaya.

Grades.

Online shopping disease.

Thunder.

Advertising.

They all came to me today.

But they all came together with love and care :D

I'm a lucky girl.

Lovey Dovey

I'm in such a lovey dovey mood all of a sudden. But a moment ago I was feeling stressed to the max =.= I need to speed up my revision but I can't seem to. I'm stressed but I'm still slacking. wtf.

Can't stop listening to 两个人不等于我们 by 王力宏...I think it repeated for almost four hours if i'm not mistaken =.='' I think thats the cause of me feeling lovey dovey. Hmm the effects of the media. You see how the media is able to stuff in ideology and messages to one's mind and affect one's mood and behaviour. I'm definitely a victim of the media.

I remember when I was in Bangkok in September, I was at this shop selling clothes? can't say its a boutique so yeah. Anyway, there's this lady was looking at the dresses at the same rack as I did and she was holing her handbag in her arms. So she managed to pick one dress and wanted to try it on and she asked her partner, I'm not sure if its her husband or boyfriend, to hold her bag. She went "Honey do you mind holding my bag for a while?" and her partner answered "I'd love to!" with a really sweet smile on his face :D I was actually stunned LOL. I didn't expect that answer from him and I expect to just hear a "sure!" or "of course" from him but he said "I'd love to!". I find that answer really rare. And its really sweet omg omg! That particular scene is still lingering in my mind hahaha

Grey Sunday

Not a good day today I suppose.

Not only for me but for some people around me as well.

Feeling exhausted.

Unproductive.

Busy.

Dropped my phone.

Horrible dinner.

Broke.

and bloated.

RAWR!!

Short rants

I just had a soliloquy with S. WTF and FML.

I can't bear keeping things to myself and I'm so used to have her to listen everytime.

Seriously why do I keep feeling disrespected?

I just finished doing 'quizzes' bout an hour ago. Been working on it since like what 5pm? and its already 1am now. Its such a long day.

Time passes too slowly today. Just today because I always feel 24 hours is too little time for a day. It should be 36hours a day or something.

Again I shall continue with my assignment now.

Good night!

The Bright Monday

When everyone says 'Monday Blues', to my surprise this Monday of mine is actually quite a good day for me! Monday is finally treating me well? Haha.

I'm so damn relieved that my research paper is finally completed and all of a sudden everything just feels right. Psychology huh?

Today I finally felt that I finally have my own time to do thing that I wanted to do like taking my own sweet time to jog, spend hours for dinner and even watch a movie in my room which I have not been doing these for quite some time.

Anyway this week is Sushi King's members' week! We're gonna gobble up loads of sushi together tomorrow I can't wait! It will be our second time doing this together :D Thinking about smoked salmon makes me drool like a greedy dog =.='

This was what happened during the last Sushi Bonanza

On a random note, there was a humongous lizard in our room just now and it was moving so quickly! My roommate and I were screaming our lungs out [opps *blushing*] and damn now its no where to be soon. I hope it's already out of our room :( On the bright note we're now all calm and singing to ourselves already LOL.

Yesterday was 10th of October 2010 which makes the date looked so special 10.10.10 and I see a lot bloggers blogged about it. Even Babygirl Hani made a real interesting post from it and she looked so cute and 'chinese' with her straight hair back in 2006 ahax :D but one person told me, "if you look at this date from another point of view there's really nothing so special about it because a lot claimed that it's only gonna happen once in our lifetime...but all the other days are the same too they will never repeat and we will go through all days only once in our lifetime too" haha got me really speechless for how critical this person can be but its true. So yeah we seriously gotta appreciate whatever that come and go in our life coz things are hardly gonna repeat in life. Even if they do it might not be the same anymore.

You know you don't need to be told that you're not forgotten all the time to see that you're actually being forgotten or not. You should know deep down whether you're really forgotten. Getting upset all the time just because you don't like to hear what you hear and being too pessimistic will deteriorate a lot of things in life. This does not only apply to love but it applies to a lot of aspects in live. Being too sensitive over what people say to you or say about you is not good. Well everyone knows that but most of them tend to forget. Why let yourself to only gain confidence from other people?

Cloud 9

The happiest girl around!

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Tamia: Officially Missing You

..."from the sweet things you told me to the way that you hold me"...

I am the lucky one

I have always been the 'lucky' kid in class since I started schooling..say even before schooling! Nursery maybe? I'm not sure. It is indeed a horrible fact that I am always 'the kid' in class. My name has always been one of the favourite names to be called. The most talkative one, the one who laugh the loudest, the one who sleeps, the one who did not pay attention, the one who did not do homework even? haha. You name it. Well now it even happens in uni. Amazing right? I schhhwear I behave damn well in class now compared to my secondary school times. I seldom talk, I pay attention most of the time and well maybe sometimes I will be busy pressing some gadgets but not to the level where it is noticeable I reckon? Haha.

What I actually wanted to say is..the nostalgic feeling from my school days hit me today and it brought me back to the memories of my school days..the days when I was younger :) The good ol' times with the clan and the family, the endless laughters we used to have from dawn till evening..those are really priceless!

I'm so glad I went for a jog today. It totally made me feel better when the ache in my head went off right away after sweating and the feeling of calories burning in me is really orgasmic. I was so lucky to get back on time because as soon as I reached my hostel entrance it started raining. While I was still jogging the sky darkened and the clouds looked like they were chasing each other and they invited Mr.Thunder along the run. Scary. The wind was so strong that when I was jogging all I could hear was the sound of the wind hitting my eardrum and my ponytail kept swaying to one direction.

The weather is not being friendly these days. It has been raining almost everyday during the evening and has caused me not exercising for almost 3 weeks. Ok not exactly is the weather's fault. I did not work out when I was back in Ipoh for my mid semester break. LOL.

Again I shall promise myself to practice my exercise routine always!

p/s: I miss you mom, and I love you.

Hallelujah

I was never ever productive at home since forever. Not a single point of time that I am feeling motivated or inspired to study or work things out at home. I guess its just undeniable that this very place is my comfort zone. I can sit here on this very chair for long hours doing whatever and not moving else where.

Sigh. Just the same at this very moment that I'm struggling to get myself motivated and pushing myself so hard to work on my assignment. I am dying to find my hardworking self back that has long gone else where.

Somehow I'll get myself to work things out but not this moment yet sadly because I will never ever do things that will destroy myself. Yes I'm not a risk taker. Perhaps I should learn how to?

I play safe all the time [work wise] and will always be very careful no matter what I do or say [still work wise]. I'm more straight forward when talking to people that are closer and to people that I can trust.

I just came back from Bangkok two days back and it was a really really awesome getaway with my family. We shopped everyday, we drank together, laughed our hearts out and of course had the worst and the best experience on the plane during the same trip itself!

This mid semester break was one of the best one I ever had. Hanging out with the people that I like and spending so much quality time together :)

AH perhaps thats the reason why I'm so slacky I'm having too much fun!

Hanging out with calvin's is always fun and I get a lot of jokes from there. A lot of epic moments too not to forget :)

Now I know why blow job is called blow job and what is a paint job and etc. Very informative of him right? :)

A lil sneak peek from my Bang-cock trip. Period.

Love,

Ciara

Heyo!

Good evening everyone!

Well I've been so busy with things and everything I couldn't afford to spend my time blogging so hence the LONG hiatus again. My apologies.

I shall put up some random pictures to entertain you :)

With my roomie :) and this is the last picture of me having straight hair :)

Yes this is my new hair! hehehaha :D

with ysy at Mois :) Awesome night with her!

him <3

Can't wait for semester break! Off to Thailand again! wheeeeee~!

and girlsss lets boomboompow! :D

Procrastinator champion?

Its such a busy week plus bus services in uni has stopped due to the convocation week which will be held until Sunday. Walking to classes seriously is not a problem for me which takes maybe prolly 25 to 40 minutes depending on the location. BUT walking under the giant 'spotlight' is really a big problem. I'll be sweating like holycrap after walking bout 10 minutes :(

There's an assignment to hand in the morning and a solo presentation later in the evening tomorrow. Procrastinating sucks but yet I still repeat my mistakes even though it hit me so badly in the past. Thats life right? Apparently everyone around me behaves the same. HAHA.

I'm supposed to get ready for my presentation right now but I'm just not in the mood so here I am.....blogging.

I had a talk with S today. It made me realize a lot of things happen for a reason and certain things will not happen if we refuse to let it happen [well not that I don't know about this but I'm saying this because I am not the kind that will always say no]. Of course, determination needed. We talk a lot bout life recently I can say..topics differ as we get older? haha OH NO!

Let me talk about a couple of happenings around me recently.

1. I went for Clinique makeover where they had this cooperation with Cleo Magazine and they visit various tertiary education institutions all over Peninsular Malaysia in the month of July. We need to pay RM30 to get our hair done, make up, photo shoot and the best shot will be developed for us at the size of 4R. You can view my facebook for more pictures to have a clearer picture of the event...but most of the pictures are my camwhore pictures=.=' typical Asian I know.

Just a picture to show you the result hehe..and again..more pictures in facebook! :D

2. I spent my weekend in Ipoh again haha. Yea I'm the champion of PBSM(pelajar balik setiap minggu) and I went back just for the sake of going back and not staying in USM. :p My family brought me to Berlin which is newly opened in Greentown. Meantime its full house almost every night I heard. They serve German food like the infamous pork knuckle and German sausage. Food is alright not beyond satisfactory but ambiance is good. Perfect place for drinkers and definitely a place to chill out. They serve a lot of liquor, beer and wine and even champagne. I tried a few German beers and a few cocktails. Cocktails are not recommended personally hahahaha. Should pick any German beer if you wana drink there but I'm not sure which is the best. I realized a lot customers chose Stella Artois.

Here's a picture of the pork knucle. This is half portion. Asparagus salad is not included. We ordered seperately and added on :) The meat is tender and fine but I feel it will be better if the skin could taste better.

I did not opt for German sausage instead I ordered Pork and cheese burger. The pork patties is so damn juicy! No regrets LOL. I shall try German sausage next.

A picture of myself to end this post heee~ excuse the bad lighting please XD

Have a wonderful week ahead you people!

Lots of love from me!

xoxo,

Ciara

Towards the end

Hey people!

Its July now and yeah I last posted something was in May. Pathetic I know.

Life's good during the holidays for me. I'm really enjoying things that happened during this year break. Two and a half months..its a really long holiday huh? Next week will be my last week of holidays. I'm gonna enjoy myself to the max!

I went Vietnam in May with my family and it was really fun. They have a very different culture and a lot of unique things you could encounter there. I visited both Hanoi and Ho Chi Minh city. Hanoi is more underdeveloped compared to Ho Chi Minh city but both is fun! Its nothing similar to the other countries I've visited so far. I'm not in the mood to upload pictures here coz it will take forever to get them uploaded so you could visit my facebook to view them :) Leave a comment or click like if you like any of them alright :)

Just a random thought, If a girl is offered to be paid for sex..do you think the girl should be flattered or feel insulted? haha

And do you know how does it feel to be disappointed again and again? Do you know how it feels when there's high hopes on something or someone and yet you always get disappointed?

It sucks to the max.

Ily

What nots

Time for some updates.
Okay 2 down and 4 more to go. Can't wait!
I'll be going redang next weekend and its totally awesome hahahaha..yes I'm overjoyed

So last week was my study week and no doubt it was a tough time studying non stop from dusk till dawn and struggling everyday after study group to prepare for the next study group. Its pretty motivating when you see people around you studying non stop and the pressure you get is seriously making you unable to relax..not even a bit.

Okay it wasn't as suffering as I described or as you imagined haha..coz we went out to give ourselves a lil escape during that week as well. It will be totally crazy staying in our rooms to study for more than 7 days =.= We didn't even have to go out from our rooms for our meals because we have our dinners delivered on weekdays till our final is over.

So sushi bonanza was it..








And another outing we went was to watch midnight show. Watched Echoes of The Rainbow. I think everyone should totally watch this. They won the Berlin Awards and so many other awards. The story is pretty good quite similar to 'One litre of tears' but its still good. But somehow I think it could be better. Anyway I'm gonna give 9/10 for this movie.



And another outing for dinner in Toilet Bowl again and another movie!





I'm so glad we had these outing if not I will keep eating and eating and eating in my room. I've been munching all the time and I can see my tyres starting to bulge out. Crap.

I shall stop now as I've not studied anything for my paper tomorrow. Its a language paper anyway but still..!!!