S for satisfaction

Nyaaaa I'm so sorry for the hiatus again and as promised here are more pictures from Communication Night 2011 :D There are more in my facebook anyway.

Here's a full body picture of my. Credits to Apple!

With the Prom Princess! <3

This girl so freggin pretty right!

My awesome senior! :D

And my awesome lecturer whose favourite song is 'So What' by Pink! LOL

My favourite girls in Uni! <3

I've been lazy+busy lately. Yeah you didn't got me wrong...busy yet lazy hence here comes unproductive days. Its study week now but I've been doing the least revision I could. Yeah no effort =/ I gotta kick my ass to stop procrastinating tomorrow onwards! *promises self*

So I am now an AIESEC member and as a newbie we had to organize Team Day to let us, the Project Management team, to bond. So we went for paintball as it was something new to most of the members in the team and its really good for team building! We had a one whole day out from noon till dinner :D

The Paintball game was fun of course but the pain caused was really...hmm I dont know if the pain is worth the fun. I had two major bruises this time!

on my arm and..

and my thigh.

Ouch right? Both was swollen =[

Anywayyyyy its really fun, not the game itself actually, but its how we all can actually bond and make better friends after Team Day!

I was so glad that everything went well as planned and it actually turned out great! :D

We had the Guardian and Angel game as well during Team Day and today is the Guardian revealing day! I managed to give my lil angel a bag of gift to make him happy but anonymously haha. The satisfaction of seeing him feeling so happy was priceless :D

and this was what I posted in facebook to reveal myself :D

Comm Night!

I can't help it but I'm feeling so lazy today. It is totally due to the super long day I had yesterday! I don't feel like doing anything at all today and don't feel like going anywhere at all. Ahh The Lazy Song suits me so well at the moment.

So, Communication Night was last night and hell it was such a long day yesterday! Like seriously... I went 8am class and then straight to Evergreen Hotel hotel in the noon right after I packed up and showered. The setting up and rehearsal went on up till 5pm then everyone started busy getting ready. The dinner went on and everything went on as planned and gosh I'm so glad everything went pretty smoothly. There are a bit of technical errors here and there but overall everything was alright and under control!

I was so glad to hear the feedbacks from lecturers and the seniors, it seems that everything was good! From good food, good environment to good job! It was seriously a big relieve for us when it was over.

I don't have many pictures with me yet but will post more when I got them. Promise :)

Here's a few for sneak peek :D

Here's me getting ready :)

and me after getting my hair and make up done.

The stage, which was the only stage made of glass in Penang.

And here's a picture of me and few of my favourite people in uni! :D

Nutty Nutella!

Current addiction!

Who on earth would not like Nutella?!

Misfortunates are still happening, no?

Yes they are. I am so depressed over misfortunates came attacking me one by one and its still not ending yet! T_____________T

I am utmost irritated and disturbed now alright.

Glad that something made my day today hehe :)

Off to bed.

Good night people!

xoxo,

Ciara

Bleak

Almost an hour of opening the tap, I then blast Paramore to my ears with my headphones.

Listening to Grenade made the tap opened again. How sick.

I had a Chipsmore cookie last night and it had 16 chips on it. Awesomeness.

Today was unproductive as well. Screw that.

Okay wtf. I was too random its like talking with every sentence not related to prior one.

Here's a note of appreciation I would like to dedicate to someone I dear:

I'm so glad to know you, you know? It totally made me feel better each and every time after turning to you. Since when we've become close I really don't know? and it is not important. What matters most is you're someone I can count on when I need someone. I never thought and it never ever crossed my mind that you'll be the person I'm turning to at this phase of my life. Yours words and the comfort you gave..its like giving me a pillow to cry on. I really hope this will last because I hardly find someone I can put so much trust on and someone I can talk to comfortably. Just so you know, you can count on me too! I'm amazed by how alike our thoughts can be at time.

Thank you so much for being there and to hear me out.

Lots of love,

Ciara

Of Reptiles and what not.

Heyo!

How did your weekend go lovelies?

Guess my weekend was quite an interesting one :D I'm so glad I didn't run home actually. Hanging out with that crazy bunch was such a fun. Haha.

We were camping at Borders yesterday for hours from noon till dinner time and then back to Borders and end up left with embarrassment because we were too loud and everyone got distracted by us. Damn.

So at night we were at YK's place and she has an awesome collection of reptiles! From roaches to snakes and even geckhos!

This pretty little thing crawled on my arm :)

See see!

And this pretty snake, gentle but scary when she comes near my face.

I was so amused by her collection! I've never seen so many of these in someone's house before.

So we were having booze after that and we're all not much of a drinker except miss Grobe. As usual I was laughing so crazily and I couldn't handle my laughters =/

Look at her so sober and happy with the rice pot on the head.

She's the most sober one by the end of the game. Project Wasted winner. Wtf.

I shall out now.

YK's beanie :D

xoxo,

Ciara

Bitchy Beach

Feel like going for an escape.

I miss the beach moments,

The cold salty sea water,

The sound of waves,

The irritating sand,

The stupid hot sun,

The endless laughters,

The tiring walks and chases,

And the wonderful people I spent on the beach with.

I miss them all.

Am hoping for a wonderful weekend.

Hopefully it will be for everyone as well :)

xoxo,

Ciara

Devastated still..

I've never had so much obstacles at one point of time for such a long time already.

Usually it will be good things and misfortunes coming alternately but its been so long since the last time I felt everything feels so difficult and misfortunes keep attacking me. Wth.

I've been rather emotional since yesterday.

I would usually just rant and pour everything from my heart out to feel better but now when the worst happens..I really can't take it anymore.

I remember mentioning in my previous post that my grandmother was admitted to the hospital just a day or two before Chinese New Year and it was really really heart wrenching for me to see her being so weak and struggling so much to move due to stroke. Its her first time ever spending her time in the hospital ward during Chinese New Year and now she has left even before Chinese New Year has ended....

I still remember vividly few years back she was still healthy and strong even though she was already in her mid 80s and I only needed to hold her hands while walking her from one place to another may it be going out for breakfast, lunch or dinner. Then during one period of time she became so weak drastically. I had to hold her arms while walking her and I have to fully support her when she go up or down the staircase. She would need minutes to go up a few steps of stairs and she need to grab my arms tightly to support herself. Whenever we go out I would help her to get down from the car and then help her to get into the house. I was so worried that point of time and I used to ask my mom 'Why grandma has become so weak all of a sudden?' I was too worried that she will fall sick and gradually I could see that there were more and more things that she weren't able to do anymore :(

I was driving on Tuesday evening and I received a call from my mom. She was crying on the phone and told me the news. I totally went blank. I didn't what to do and which direction to go. I couldn't cry because I was working and I had to just control myself the whole time till the job was done. After that I was all tears. I was too devastated for not being able to say goodbye. I didn't even bid a proper farewell the last time I met her. She was resting and I didn't get the chance to.. T.T and I'm still crying like a child while typing this.

The funeral is on Saturday morning. I really really want to attend. I am really desperate to go back but I have mid term test on Friday. One paper at 8am and another one at 8.30pm. I have no idea how to get home by Saturday morning but I am really desperate to get back. I have asked around and even posted on Facebook. Yes I am really that desperate. But I still don't have any idea how am I able to get home on Friday night. Hopefully there will be a way.