Ciara.o!

Friday, August 19, 2011

Ache

Seeing your face, hearing your voice, answering your questions, hearing your stories, listening to you breathing, smelling your scent, feeling your touch...

It all felt like a knife striking right through my heart. Continuously.

Me eyes felt like there are a million blades cutting them.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

BEACH!

I never knew I love the beach so much.

I was wayyy to excited when we were heading there and I was smiling from ear to ear the whole time!

We did the parasail and jetski which is totally awesome pawsome and we were screaming most of the time! But our thighs hurt like shit while jet skiing, no joke it totally felt like sex on the beach.

Awesome group picture! :D

And thank you both of you girls for coming all the way to Penang to get excited together! :D

Monday, August 1, 2011

The ones who love you will never leave, because even if there are a million reasons to let go, they will still find one single reason to hold on.

Period.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Gundah

Its been a while since I last posted a picture online.

It's been a tough month for me.

Hope it'll be a better one for me next month.

Can't wait for the upcoming vacations!

Monday, June 27, 2011

Holding On

Weak.

Slow.

Quiet.

Insomnia.

Scars.

Unproductive.

Unwanted.

Not needed.

Fake smiles.

Depression.

Helpless.

Distraught.

Unmotivated.

They all come with a face stained by tears all the time.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Faith

I woke up without using the alarm clock today! It feel so good to sleep all I want until I've had enough but life doesn't allow me to do that everyday.

The moment I woke up I could smell the strong aroma of a baking cake I thought someone put a cake on my face =.='

Well....its not. It was actually my lady landlord who was baking cupcakes! She gave me some of the freshly baked cupcakes. How sweet of her :D

Freshly baked cupcakes for breakfast is totally awesome ok!

You know..

A lot of times I wish that a day will have 36 hours instead of 24. I wish time passes slower..

But for this point of time..I wish time passes faster. This month..is gonna be a horrible month for me :(

I just pray very very hard that things will be fine...and things will go back the same way how it used to be. I don't want to be in this situation now.

Losing something important is not a good feeling at all. I can't bear something so important to me to just walk off and leave. What am I gonna do?

I've put my very best.

I flew this bird away out of respect.

I just wish..this bird will come back to my arms someday when it is tired of flying.

That's what I'm asking for only.

I don't want anything more.

I want to hear those words again.

Only from you.

Please don't break this little heart of mine.

Just so you know..I took this picture when I was sad. I faked that smile.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Hennessy Artistry in Ipoh!

So I was mentioning in my previous post about me attending Hennessy Artistry in Ipoh, guess its time to blog about it before it gets too outdated :)

The setting for the event was good as expected :) I had fun with my girls and I'm sure it will be one of our best memories together in Ipoh.

We had Hennessy all night long and I actually barely had more than 3 glasses because we were busy *ahem*taking pictures @.@

And and geez..the crowd was crazily fashionably late! We were already very late and our phones kept buzzing with people asking us why are we not there yet and surprisingly when we were there the place wasn't even crowded. It only started to get crowded after 12.30 am! Nocturnal much? :D

Point Blanc was performing singing his songs from his album. Not quite a fan but at least he managed to hype up the crowd :)
It was pretty much a picture taking night for us rather than a typical Friday clubbing night out. We were all so excited and seriously I think almost every single person attended took pictures because I observed that most people are busy with their cameras most of the time.