Its just me.

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas everyone!
With love all the way from melbourne! :D

NADIA IS A ROCKSTAR!

I LOVE NADIA FOREVER AND EVER! she is awesome! too awesome to be true!! my life rocks with nadia! i dont know what else to say! i just am madly insanely obsessed with nadia! she sings awesome songs and has an incredible voice!! i wish she produces a CD i would spend all my money to buy it. i have a pathetic life and i only nadia's voice singing calms me down! in melbourne she makes the world rock...


EVERYONE MUST LOVE NADIA TOO! BECAUSE SHE IS AWESOME!!!

lots of love from melbourne
ciara!
and oh yea!
MERRY CHRISTMAS

Hope

Feeling insecure.
Feeling under appreciated.

I spent so much effort and time on this but it seems like its heading to no where. The next path is blurred again. I've always wished that my paths and my paces are clear, to know where I'm heading to. Struggling to put things together and pulling things together is never easy.

I hope you could feel my endurance.
I hope you could see my pain.
I hope you could stitch my wounds.
I hope you can put yourself in my shoes.

The love notes.
The messages.
The calls.
Its the best thing I never knew I needed at the point of moment.

What do people actually do when they feel that they are already at the verge of breaking down and giving up?
Do they really walk away to defend and protect themselves?
Or the strong ones will hold on to think that everything will be ok?

21!

I'm finally 21!

So that gives me a legal pass to everything and there won't be any cases of underage for me anymore! :D

This reminds me a lot a lot of being kicked out from the casino and being checked on my id in front of clubs entrances =/

But now hooray to the legal pass!

Ok don't judge me I'm not exactly happy about being 21 just because I can enter any clubs or casino legally. But turning 21 is really something different for me. I'm like entering a new phase of life and hopefully its the turning point of life. Of course to turn to a better direction towards the light that shines from happiness and joy.

In my previous post it was my birthday celebration part 1. Erm...I have part 2 and part 3 but I couldn't blog bout it because the pictures were not with me. I'm such a failure in blogging =.=' hahaha but anyway I will try my best to update bout the celebrations as soon as I can! Part 2 was a sweet outing of movie, cakes, pizza, clubbing and cake again! Part 3 was a small dinner party in my house with a few special people :D This year I had the longest celebration ever! I've never had so many celebrations before >.<

Thank you so much to my awesome girlfriends who made all these happen. Its too long to list out so you should know who you are! I love you girls! <3

Lots of love,

Ciara

21st Birthday Part 1

I'm still overjoyed over Monday where my wonderful girlfriends came down to Ipoh to celebrate my be-earlied birthday with me. Its too early I know but Jane had to leave to Penang tomorrow already thats why. I'm totally in a birthday mood already now!

It was nothing much but the outing was really really sweet. Its been so long I had such outing in Ipoh already since my high school girlfriends left Ipoh. I felt like a high school girl again.

We had lunch at my favourite place for custard, watched 'Due Date' [highly recommended because it is so farking hilarious! I laughed so hard in the cinema =.=' and its not only me okay] We then had dinner in Secret Garden [its now one of the popular hang out places in Ipoh to chill and have tea. The environment is good but the food is tad bit bland for me, I would prefer Brewster's if its for food]

Some shots of me with the surprise birthday cake :D

I teared when they sang me birthday songs. Yeah songS you didn't get me wrong they sang it in three different languages haha but it was too touching I couldn't help myself from tearing. They all came so far to Ipoh just to do this for me. How wonderful isn't it?

On a random note, there is a box in my house where my mom simply used it to put some junks and there are new born baby kittens in it! Its been a few days already and they are now furry but still so tiny >.<

Look at them! eeeek >.<

Was out again with my dearest girls today. It was such a tragic day @.@ haha.

A and J, you left a permanent mark on me. I will keep this gift forever! I love you girls! Muaxxx!

xoxo,

Ciara

Joy of semester break

Oh its been a week already!

I only have three more weeks of holiday but I'm excusing myself for another week because I'll be skipping the first week of next semester. So in total I have 5 weeks of holiday! YAY haha.

The first week of holidays was awesome I slacked so much I didn't do anything productive at all o.0

I went Cameron Highlands with the most awesome people and it was totally fun. We plucked strawberries, went for tea at the peak of the hill in Boh tea farm, took pretty pictures, enjoyed the cool breeze, had charcoal steamboat for dinner and etc. The trip was really lovely. We were lucky that it was chilly because it was drizzling quite a bit :D

Let me bomb you with pictures!

Such a beautiful canopy of morning glories!

I was so excited plucking strawberries :D

My lovely girlfriends :)

Ahh yes this is Boh Tea farm. The small structure in the picture which is sticking out from the peak is the Boh Tea Cafe! We had tea there :D

It was really chilly. I had goosebumps!

And this is the charcoal steamboat we had that I mentioned earlier :)

Munching on strawberries while watching movie! Totally orgasmic.

Apart from this trip the rest of the week has been pretty occupied as well. Went out with Peiyek for lunch, did some shopping and we went for nail art! Its been so long :)

Hers :)

Mine :)

Brewster's has shifted to Greentown, Ipoh if you guys didn't know. They now have more seats and more tables to serve compared to the previous shop which I previously worked at. The food is still awesome like always. I went with mom last week to try out and to check out their new place. I am glad to be able to meet up with the fun people that I worked with.

Tried out the lamb steak and pasta. The steak was really awesome it was grilled to perfection of medium-well. The meat is perfectly pink and juicy on the inside! :D

On a random note, I went for movies with my girlfriends yesterday and I had the regular size popcorn but it was so huge! It was previously the large size but they have upgraded the size and made this huge cup a regular instead of large anymore. Can you imagine how huge the large size is? TGV thinks that Malaysians are getting more fond of caramelized popcorn? I would suggest them to serve salted popcorn too! Salted ones are good too!

Jane said I looked like a sohai here =.=' Really?

Shall update soon more on recent events after I got my pictures. Have a great week ahead everyone!

Lots of love,

Ciara